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January 12, 2007

Bakit kaya minsan ang sarap magmahal kahit
walang kapalit??? naisip mo na ba iyon?
kala mo
okey lang… pero sobrang hirap…

Masarap magmahal hindi ba? Kahit ikaw,
hindi ka
sigurado sa pag-ibig ng taong mahal na mahal
mo… Minsan iniisip mo nalang na
pagdating ng
tamang panahon magiging maayos din ang
lahat…
Sana nga!!! Nang hindi ka naman mukhang
tanga
na umaasa sa wala…

Minsan din ang sarap sarap isipin na
minamahal
ka ng taong mahal mo!!! yung tipong kayo
na lang
sana at hindi ang babaeng nakikita mong
kasama
nya na masaya at akala ang buong mundo ay
kanilang kanila…

Minsan din ang sarap bumalik sa
nakaraan… yung
tipong masaya pa kayo, parang mga batang
walang problema… kung meron man parang,
against all odds ang settings… pero
may nakabitin
pa ring tanong… ano kayang nangyari???
pero ang
kadalasang kasagutan e:

1. kasi di pala kami para sa isat-isa;
2. Nagkamali ako sa kanya;
3. iniwan lang nya ko ;
4. may iba na syang mahal;
5. niloko lang nya ko;
6. Di ako gusto ng parents nya;
7. ayoko na puro nalang kami away;
8. masyado nya kong sinasaktan;
9. nagsawa na sya sakin;

pero ito pinaka masakit;.

10.hindi pala nya talaga ako mahal (parang
panakip butas)

Grabe hindi ba??? Pero kailan kaya natin
maririnig
na nagpapasalamat ang isang umiibig sa taong
nakasakit at sinaktan sya??? minsan
naisip din
kaya natin na kung ano ang kahalagahan
ng isang
bagay??? Yung kailangang bigyan ng halaga
habang nandyan pa! Minsan kasi, saka
lang natin
nalalaman ang isang kahalagahan ng isang
bagay
pag wala na ito sa atin!!!

kaya minsan din isipin natin yung mga
sinasabi,
kinikilos, ginagawa natin kasi hindi
lahat ng tao
kayang tanggapin kung ano at paano natin
ginagawa ang isang bagay!!! subukan nating
magpasalamat sa kabila ng lahat…

A. kung sinaktan ka nya… magpasalamat
ka dahil
sya ang dahilan para tumibay ka;

B. kung niloko ka nya… patawarin mo at
pasalamatan mo… dahil kung hindi sa
kanya hindi
mo mararamdam ang sakit na pwede ding
maramdaman ng iba… at least hindi mo
gagawain
sa iba;

C. kung hindi ka nya minahal…
pasalamatan mo!!!
dahil at least kahit papano na-feel mo
na minahal
ka nya kahit hindi, pasalamat sya dahil ikaw
minahal mo sya ng buong buo;

minsan kailangan lang natin harapin kung
ano man
ang nakasakit sa atin… piliting
kalimutan… piliting
harapin kung ano ang noon… noon lang
yun… iba
ang ngayon!!! dahil kung nasaktan ka man
noon,
ngayon mag-iingat ka na at alam mo na
kung ano
dapat at hindi para hindi masaktan.

mahalin mo ang mga taong nakasakit sayo
dahil
sila ang dahilan para maging matibay
ka!!!! para sa
susunod di kana basta-basta padalos-dalos.
pasalamatan mo ang taong nakasakit sayo…

sino ba ang mas mahalaga, ang taong
mahal mo o
ang taong gusto mong mahalin???

ang taong kasama mo buong araw o ang taong
iniicip mo bago matapos ang araw???

siya bang kasa-kasama mo sa lahat ng
ginagawa
mo o siyang dahilan ng lahat ng galaw at
ginagawa
mo???

sino ba ang mas mahalaga… yung taong nais
mong makasama habang buhay o yung taong
hindi mo makita ang habang buhay kapag wala
siya?

Sino ang mas matimbang… yung taong pag
kasama mo'y parang kay bilis ng oras o yung
taong tuwing iniicp mo'y parang kay bagal ng
oras?

ano ang susundin mo… ang dinidikta mo
sa puso
mo o ang dinidikta ng puso mo syo?

sya ba un laging pumapasok sa isip mo o siya
yung laging laman ng panaginip mo?

Sino nga ba… ang taong nagpaluha syo,
o ang
taong nagpunas sa minsang pagluha mo?

Sino sa kanila… ang taong nagpapatawa
syo o
ang taong dahilan ng lahat ng iyong emosyon?

SIno nga bang pipiliin mo???

ANG TAONG MULING NAGBUKAS NG PUSO
MO. ..

O ANG TAONG MATAGAL NG NANDOON???

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kaya mo p ba?

January 9, 2007

Kaya m pa ba?

The moment you loose yourself and give up
is the moment you tell yourself that its not
worth the effort, the risk, and the sacrifices.
You lose the game of life, by a simple margin
of technicality.

Still willing to fight for it?
I guess so. There is no one which is so important,
and precious you can be with without certain
hindrances. Kahit lagpas septic tank na sa baba
ang pride mo. You still have to fight for it.
I dont believe na "if you love someone you have
to let go" crap. If you really love someone,
you really have to fight and wait for it.

Until the right time comes.

If you dont..
You will regret it for the rest of your life.

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Your Love Serets Revealed

March 9, 2006
Your Love Life Secrets Are
Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.

Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships.

You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You’re easy going about who you’re with, as long as they love you back.

In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.

A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.

 
 
Napaka precise ng test ah ^ ^ 
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>_<

March 3, 2006

BOY : May I hold your hand?
GIRL : No thanks, it isn’t heavy.

GIRL : Say you love me! Say you love me!
BOY : You love me…

GIRL : If we become engaged will you give me a ring??
BOY : Sure, what’s your phone number??

GIRL : I think the poorest people are the happiest.
BOY : Then marry me and we’ll be the happiest couple

GIRL : Darling, I want to dance like this forever.
BOY : Don’t you ever want to improve??

BOY : I love you and I could die for you!
GIRL : How soon??

BOY : I would go to the end of the world for you!
GIRL : Yes, but would you stay there??

SHARON : Have you ever had a hot passionate, burning kiss??
TRACY : I did once. He’d forgotten to take the cigarette out of his mouth.

MAN : You remind me of the sea.
WOMAN : Because I’m wild, romantic and exciting?
MAN : NO, because you make me sick.

WIFE : You tell a man something, it goes in one ear and comes out of the
other.
HUSBAND : You tell a woman something: It goes in both ears and comes out of
the mouth.

MARY : John says I’m pretty. Andy says I’m ugly.What do u think,
Peter?
PETER : A bit of both. I think you’re pretty ugly.

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My Japanese Name ^^

February 27, 2006

My japanese name is θ—€εŽŸ Fujiwara (wisteria fields) δΈ€ηœŸ Kazuma (one reality).
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Created with Rum and Monkey’s Name Generator Generator.

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To every Guy

February 24, 2006

To every guy that regrets hurting her.inuman.gif

To every guy who knows which girl he wants.

To every guy that’s said, "Sex can wait."

To every guy that’s said, "You’re beautiful."

To every guy that was never too busy to drive
across town to see her.

To every guy that gives flowers and a card when
she is sick.

To every guy who has given her flowers just
because.

To every guy that said he would die for her.

To every guy that really would.

To every guy that did what she wanted to do.

To every guy that cried in front of her.

To every guy that she cried in front of.

To every guy that holds hands with her.

To every guy that kisses her with meaning.

To every guy that hugs her when she’s sad.

To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.

To every guy who would give their jacket up.

To every guy that calls to make sure she got home
safe.

To every guy that would sit and wait for her for
hours just to be able to see her for ten minutes.

To every guy that would give his seat up.

To every guy who forgave her even if she hurt him

To every guy that just wants to cuddle.

To every guy that reassured her that she was
beautiful no matter what.

To every guy who told his secrets to her.

To every guy that tried to show how much he cared
through every word and every breath.

To every guy that thought maybe this could be the
one.

To every guy that believed in her dreams.

To every guy that would have done anything so she
could achieve them.

To every guy that never laughed at her when she
told him her dreams.

To every guy that walked her to her car.

To every guy that wasn’t just trying to get laid.

To every guy that actually listened.

To every guy that gave his heart only to have it
shoved back in his face.

TO EVERY GUY THAT PRAYS THAT SHE IS
HAPPY EVEN IF
YOU ARE NOT WITH HER.

This one is for you…beer2.gif

Not all girls appreciate nice guys. There’s not
many left out there….

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Some Advice about Relationships

February 23, 2006

I may not be the guy who doesnt knows to handle myself… Still… I know the things i should do and what to tell people ^^

 The guy who loves his mom will be a good boyfriend. Why? Because if he
has high respect for his mother, he will have high respect for women.
(Ehem…)

Don’t give everything away. Leave some things a mystery. Guys love
conquest. If you already give your all, wala nang "something to look
forward to" sa relationship n’yo. And the guy will become kampante.
Assure him of your love and faithfulness, but warn him too: "Umayos ka
diyan! You can lose me anytime…"

BIG PAGKAKAIBA: What a girl needs most is love. What a guy needs most is
respect. The most important thing for a girl is her heart. For a guy
its his ego.

Give your man his own time and space. Let him have his time for his
friends, sports, family, self, and God. The relationship will grow old
quickly if lagi kayong magkasama. Give him time to miss you and you’ll
see how he will love you more. If the guy naman is obsessed and just
wants to be with you all the time, tell him you cant respect a "puppy"
for long.

Do things differently anytime para kahit matagal na kayo, there is
always something fresh and new. Variety is the spice of life. Exciting
baga.

"Making love" is better than just "having sex". And true love "waits".
Save your precious "gift" on your wedding night. Di nagiging tama ang
mali, just because uso naman and everyone’s doing it. Be iba.

Discover something you both like to do and enjoy it TWO-gether. Doon
naman sa mga bagay na magkaiba ang hilig n’yo, compliment each other by
learning about it kahit konti. If you love someone, ‘yung effort n’yo to
try will go a looooong way to understanding him later pag may
disagreement kayo.

Pray with holding hands. Sounds corny, no? Maybe, but its very powerful.
Pag may takot sa Diyos ang boyfriend ,mo, kampante ka na di ka n’ya
lolokohin, because he knows God sees everything he does in secret. Ikaw
na ang magkusa that before you part after date, with hold hands and eyes
closed, pray to God to bless you two. Believe me it’s effective.
Kailanman, di corny ang magdasal.

Believe in "Magic". Kahit di minsan practical o walang logical na
dahilan, o matrabaho, o sounds crazy sa iba, do sweet little things for
the one you love kahit magmukha ka nang timang. The memories will be fun
to recall later in life. The corniest song o gift o letter (aminin mo)
ang laging kabog!

True love brings out the best in each other. Find something good in your
boyfriend and nurture it, encourage it, and syempre, ENJOY it.

It’s healthy to fight. Doon n’yo lang maaayos ang differences n’yo at
nate-test ang tatag ng relationship. Doon mo rin sya makikilala ng
mabuti. It’s called test of fire. Di mahalaga how dalas you fight. What
matters is how often you make bati. Mas nakakatakot yung relasyong
sobrang perfect at laging masaya. One big fight and that’s it! And di ba
mas kilig ‘yung malambing na "Uy, bati na tayo…"

But don’t overdo it. Kakapagod naman din na lagi na lang manuyo o
magsori. Choose the battles na papatulan mo. The little issues,
palampasin na. Don’t sweat the small stuff.

Daraan sa iba’t ibang stages ang love especially pag matagal na kayo.
Grow with it. Don’t expect him to be like nu’ng una ‘coz like a student,
di na ituturo sa Grade 6 ‘yung lessons na pang-Grade 2. Change WILL
happen… you both will change and your love WILL change, too. It’s up
to you na lang if the change will be for the better or for the worse.
Life is about growth. Grow with it.

When breakup comes and it’s time to say goodbye, don’t doubt the love
just because it didn’t last. May mga bagay sa buhay na di man
nagtatagal, it doesn’t mean di na ito totoo. Some good things are just
never meant to last forever. Okay lang ‘yon. Bless the parting and move
on. (Mastery)

Expect tears, sorrow, sleepless nights, and pain. ‘Ika nga, "it’s when
you hurt the worse that you love the MOST." Kung di ka willing masaktan,
wag ka na lang magmahal. (Sapul)

Life is a balance, and love is both holding on and letting go. Know when
to fight for your man and when to let him go. God will guide you kung
anong dapat gawin sa kung anong sitwasyon. So dapat mataas ang signal ng
langit sa cellfone ng puso mo to know His wisdom. (Sana mabasa mo ito….
oo, ikaw…)

Do things right. Di totoong masarap ang bawal gaya ng sabi ng iba. Kasi
may kabayaran ‘yon later. Corny ang madali. Paghirapan mong gawin ang
tama at totoo, and one day, ikaw rin ang aani ng bunga nito.

DATE IDEAS: A walk in the park; along the bay area watching the sunset;
biking sa big, open spaces; stargaze at night sa ibabaw ng bubong; jog
at 5 a.m. and wait for the sunrise; singing with a guitar (or a walkman)
under a tree shade sharing hopia and siomai (yikes!). Wag lagi sa mall.
Involve nature. The best things in life pa rin ay free. Di kailangan
gumasta ng malaki para sumaya o maging romantic. Be creative.

Don’t NAG. Sabi ng don’t nag e! Sabi ko don’t nag, don’t nag, don’t
naaaaaaggg!!!

‘Yung effort, sa kahit anong gawain o effort mo ay laging two billion
ganda points ‘yan. Do little surprises every now and then PARA SO HAPPY
TWO-GETHER!

Honesty is the best policy. ‘ika nga ni Jimmy Santos.. Pero laging nasa
timing at paraan ng pagsasabi ang technique. Pag malumanay mong
sasabihin sa ‘kin na ipagpapalit mo na ako sa iba o papatayin mo na ko
sa sobrang gigil, Gosh! mato-touch pa ako! May lambing e! sabi nga sa
song.. break it to me gently smile.gif

 

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Ally Mcbeal ^^

February 22, 2006

There are some people who meet that somebody that they can
never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn’t expect you to
understand that, or even believe it, but trust me, there are some love
that don’t go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be
lucky to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity.
Somebody who never lets go. Somebody who cherishes you forever
..

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Jeremy’s an Air-Head?? Yeah Thats for sure…

February 20, 2006

I got a lot of rants coming from my best friend:

being clumsy

being stupid

being forgetful

and mostly… being air-headed

(I guess im still happy my  best friend is STILL my best friend inspite of all these things)

 

Dami ko kasi nakakalimutan..

pera..

kung saan ko nilagay ticket ng bus…

at one time ung card sa MRT 

nakakalimutran ko cel ko sa office..

minsan nakawala pa ako…

ung sintas ng sapatos ko laging tanggal..

 

She taught pag kinasal na ako…

9:00 am ang schedule siguro…

magigising ako mga 10:00 am … wala kong kaalam alam ng wedding day nang araw na yon ^^

 

 

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ROMANTIC ACRONYMS

February 16, 2006

Remember these…?

J.A.P.A.N Just Always Pray At Night.

H.O.L.L.A.N.D Hope Our Love Lasts And Never Dies.

I.T.A.L.Y. I Trust And Love You.

C.H.I.N.A. Come Here! I Need Affection.

At ngayon, heto pa…

L.I.B.Y.A. Love Is Beautiful; You Also.

F.R.A.N.C.E. Friendships Remain And Never Can End.

B.U.R.M.A. Between Us, Remember Me Always.

I.N.D.I.A. I Nearly Died In Adoration.

K.E.N.Y.A. Keep Everything Nice, Yet Arousing.

C.A.N.A.D.A. Cute And Naughty Action that Developed into Attraction

P.E.R.U. Porget Everyone… Remember Us.

K.O.R.E.A. Keep Optimistic Regardless of Every Adversity.

E.G.Y.P.T. Everything’s Great, You Pretty Thing!

Y.E.M.E.N. Yugyugan Every Morning, Every Night.

R.U.S.S.I.A. Romance Under the Sky & Stars is Intimate Always.

Akala ninyo yun lang ah .. heto pa…. ulit…

M.A.N.I.L.A. May All Nights Inspire Love Always.

B.A.L.I.W.A.G. Beauty And Love I Will Always Give.

M.A.L.A.B.O.N. May A Lasting Affair Be Ours Now.

I.M.U.S. I Miss U, Sweetheart.

P.A.S.I.G. Please Always Say I’m Gorgeous.

C.E.B.U. Change Everything… But Us.

P.A.R.A.N.A.Q.U.E. Please Always Remain Adorable, Nice And Quiet Under
Ecstacy.

T.O.N.D.O. Tonight’s Our Night, Dearest One.

P.A.S.A.Y. Pretty And Sexy Are You.

And last but not the least….

M.A.R.L.B.O.R.O. Men Always Remember Love Because Of Romance Only.

P.H.I.L.I.P.P.I.N.E.S. Pumping Hot.. I Love It! Please Please.. I Need
Erotic Stimulation!

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Some breakup story

February 2, 2006

LINGGO noon. Nakatakda ang araw na ‘yon para sa date namin ng girlfiend kong si Maji. Pero tumawag s’ya sa ‘kin at sinabing cancel muna ang date dahil sasamahan niya daw ang kanyang tita sa isang importanteng lakad. Sabi ko okay lang, naintindihan ko. Subalit dahil wala akong magawa sa bahay at talagang bored ako noon, ako na lang ang pumunta sa mall at nanood ng sine mag-isa. Libang na libang ako sa paggagala sa mall, di ko alam na iyon na pala ang katapusan ng mundo.

Pagpasok ko sa entrada ng sinehan, nagulat ako sa nakita sa may snack bar. Si Maji! At may kasama siya–hindi ang kanyang tita–kundi isang lalaki. Nakaakbay pa ito sa kanya. Shocked ako pero ganunpaman, gusto kong ipaalam sa kanya na nandoon ako at nahuli ko siya. Pero di man lamang s’ya nagulat nang makita ako. Relaxed s’ya at nakangiti pang sinabi sa ‘kin: "Tapos na ang lahat sa atin." "Ha?" Di na ‘ko nakapagsalita.

Gusto kong magalit sa kanya. Gusto kong sapakin ang lalaki. Gusto kong umiyak. Pero kinimkim ko ang lahat ng aking naramdaman at sinabing "Wala akong magagawa… basta kung saan ka masaya."

Tumalikod ako agad at pumasok sa loob ng sinehan. Doon ko ibinuhos ang lahat ng pinigilan kong lumabas sa aking mga mata. Komedi ang palabas at nagtatawanan ang mga tao sa paligid ko ngunit ako nama’y abala sa pagdadrama sa aking kinauupuan. Natapos ang pelikula na di ko naintindihan ang istorya. Wala ako sa sarili hanggang sa pag-uwi ko sa boarding house.

Kinabukasan, nagdesisyon akong umuwi sa probinsiya namin upang makalimot. Mataas ang araw noon at mainit ang biyahe, pero wala pa ring tigil ang ulan at bagyo sa aking mga mata. Mabigat pa sa aking mga bagahe ang dinadala ko sa aking dibdib. Kahit na wala pa kaming isang taon ni Maji, masakit pa rin sa ‘kin ang nangyari dahil mahal ko talaga s’ya. Di pa man nakakalabas ng Maynila ang bus na aking sinasakyan, bigla kong naisip na bumaba. Wala nang silbi pang mabuhay kaya naisip kong magpakamatay na lang.

Inakyat ko ang isang billboard ng GMA7 kung saan nakalarawan dito ang final 14 ng Starstruck. Dream, believe, survive. "Kagaguhan!" sabi ko. "Tingnan ko lang kung makaka-survive pa ‘ko pag tumalon ako mula rito… maliban na lang kung may pipigil." Pero wala ngang pumigil. Dahil walang nagmamalasakit. Walang nagmamahal. Tumalon ako. "Aaaahhh…blag!"

Nabagok ang aking ulo sa gulong ng trak ng MMDA na sa mga oras na ‘yon ay nagsasagawa ng wet flag scheme. Hindi naman ako namatay. Wala lang akong maalala pagbangon ko. "Sino ako? Anong ginagawa ko rito?" tanong ko sa sarili ko. Nagka-amnesia ako.

Mula noon ay nagpalaboy-laboy ako sa lansangan. Sa ilalim ng overpass ako natutulog at doo’y madalas na ka-jamming ko ang mga taong-grasa at mga rugby boys. Namalimos ako sa daan, papunas-punas ng mga sapatos ng pasahero ng jeep, o kaya’y humihingi ng ‘love offering’ sa mga pasahero ng bus. Umasenso naman ako hanggang sa makapagtinda na ‘ko ng fishball, squidball, at kwek-kwek. Kung anu-anong trabaho ang pinasukan ko para lang may maipanlaman sa kumukulo kong tiyan. Nagbenta rin ako ng mga pirated na CD, VCD, at DVD. Pero di pa rin sapat ang kinikita ko sa pagbebenta ng mga produkto kaya ibenenta ko na rin pati ang aking sariling laman. Nagpagamit ako sa kung sinu-sinong bakla at mga matrona. Kumita ako ng malaki. Subalit sadyang malupit sa akin ang tadhana dahil sa isang iglap ay nawala lahat ng aking pinaghirapan. Nadukot ang wallet ko nang makipagsiksikan ako sa libing ni FPJ. Nalungkot akong lubha at nawalan ng pag-asang makabangon pang muli.

Nang biglang tumunog ang cellphone ko. May nag-text. Sabi sa message, ang Oracle daw ang tanging makapagbabalik sa aking alaala. Nag-reply ako: hu u? Pero di na s’ya nag-text back. Di ko alam kung saan ko hahanapin si Oracle.

Nilibot ko ang kamaynilaan. Ipina-blotter sa pulis. Ngunit kahit anino ni Oracle o ni Madam Auring ay di ko nakita. Naisip kong baka wala s’ya sa siyudad kaya pumunta ako sa mga probinsiya. Nakarating ako sa kabundukan ng Quezon Province pero mga illegal loggers lang ang nadatnan ko. Nilisan ko ang lugar na ‘yon at sa pagbaba ko ng bundok, nasalubong ko ang mga nagtatakbuhang… hobbits! — sina Frodo, Samwise, Merry, Pippin, at si… Dagul yata ang pangalan ng isa. Hinahabol daw sila, hindi ng mga ringwraiths kundi mga… battle droids ng Starwars! "Huh?! Ano ‘to?!! Nasa’n ba ako?!!!" Sa sobrang lito ay nakitakbo na rin ako. Napakaraming kalaban. Libo-libong droids. Kakampi pa yata nila ang mga robot sa I, Robot.

Mabuti na lang at dumating ang mga astig na superheroes: sina Superman, Batman, Spiderman, Daredevil, Blade, Van Helsing, Elektra, X-Men, Charlie’s Angels, Powerpuff Girls, The Incredibles, Voltes V, Mulawin, Capt. Barbell, Darna, Volta, Krystala, Lastikman, Panday, Andres Bonifacio… at marami pang iba.

Madaling natalo ang mga kalaban. Subalit… sugatan si Frodo. May tama siya. At may iniabot siya sa akin –isang singsing! May elvish inscriptions dito na sa tingin ko’y hindi kayang i-decode kahit ni Dan Brown. Pero bago pa man malagutan ng hininga si Frodo, nasabi niya sa akin ang kahulugan ng nakasulat: "God will never leave you empty. He will replace everything you lost. If He asks you to put something down, it’s because He wants you to pick up something better and best for you." Inilagay ko ang singsing sa bulsa ng aking pantalon at nangakong iingatan ko iyon.

Samantala, nagdiwang ang mga superheroes sa pagtatagumpay. Gumimik sila sa Libis at nag-inuman. Sasama sana ako pero sabi ko kailangan kong umuwi ng bahay dahil ending na ng Lovers in Paris. Pero naalala ko na may amnesia pala ako at di ko alam kung saan ako nakatira kaya sumama na rin ako. Habang nagdi-disco ang Justice League kasama ang Marvel superheroes, nagtugtugan at nagkantahan naman ang mga anime’ heroes. Panalo sa Japan! May ledge dancing pa sina Wonder Woman, Catwoman, Black Mamba, at Sailor Moon! Pero di rin kami nagtagal sa lugar na ‘yon. May nagyaya kasi na pumunta sa Baywalk dahil may show daw doon ang The Bodies. Ang saya-saya! Idagdag mo na lang si Kuya Germs, kahit wala nang tulugan!

Subalit naudlot ang kasayahang iyon nang biglang lumindol… at mula sa Manila Bay ay dumating ang isang dambuhalang… TSUNAMI!!! Swooossshhh!!! Naitaboy ang mga superheroes. Hindi nakayanan ng kanilang powers na pigilin ang dumating na sakuna. Mabilis na bumaha ang paligid at nalunod kaming lahat. Oo, pati sina Aquaman, Marina, at Nemo. Patay kaming lahat. Dumilim ang kapaligiran. Katahimikan…

"Gising! Gising!" Isang tinig ng lalaki ang narinig ko. Pagdilat ko, nakita ko ang isang lalaki. "May tiket na po ba kayo? Sa’n po kayo bababa?"

"Huh?!" nagulat ako. Kunduktor pala iyon ng bus. Panaginip lang pala ang lahat! Nasa bus pa pala ako at pauwi ng probinsiya. "Sa Tarlac po," sabi ko sa kanya pero ang mga mata ko’y nakatitig sa kanyang t-shirt na may nakasulat na "the Oracle". Parang narinig ko pa si Morpheus na bumubulong: "Welcome to the real world…"

Buhay pa ako. May pamilya at mga kaibigang nagmamahal sa akin. May tirahang nauuwian, may magandang hanapbuhay, at… virgin pa ‘ko!

Habang nasa biyahe, naisip ko, napakababaw na dahilan pala ang iwan ka ng boyfriend o girlfriend mo para magpakamatay ka. I have to stand up and move on. Lalaki ako at di dapat ako maging mahina. Di dapat ako maging t*nga para sa isang ga*a at walang kwentang babae. Naisip ko rin na mabuti na rin ang nangyari at nakilala ko nang maaga ang tunay niyang kulay bago pa man humaba ang relasyon namin. Hindi siya ang karapat-dapat sa akin.

Nasa gate na’ko ng aming bahay nang may tumawag sa aking pangalan. Si Rizi, kababata ko, kapitbahay namin. Sabi niya umalis daw ang lahat ng tao sa bahay namin at iniwan sa kanya ang susi. Nang abutin ko ang susi sa kanya, doon ko lang s’ya nakaharap nang malapitan at doon ko rin lang napansin na maganda pala siya. Matapos akong magpasalamat ay sinuklian n’ya ‘ko ng isang matamis na ngiti. (Cue: new Coca-cola theme song)

Pagpasok sa bahay, diretso agad ako sa banyo upang makapaghilamos. Maginaw sa loob ng banyo at malamig ang tubig. Pero may naramdaman akong mainit na bagay sa bulsa ng aking pantalon. Dinukot ko ito at nakita ko ang isang… singsing.

THE END

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TimeZone, the greatest Criminal of all

February 1, 2006

Guitar Freaks…Just some game (aside from warcraft’s DOTA) ive been playing this past few weeks… Hehe.

I Can finally make use of my shaky hands for playing… hrhr.. and met Rico and Dan (CJ and Andrea’s friends) Anu kaya kinukwento ni andrea kay Dan about sakin.. coz Dan told me na kinikwento ako ni andrea sa kanya…hmmm.. anyways.. 

Time zone keeps forcing me to put money on my card.. its like.. "kung di ka ulit mag load mabibitin ka, makukuha mo lang ung worth ng money mo pag nag enjoy ka o nakuha mo ung bear.."

We decided to stop playin dota for a while… pahinga muna… hehe

This week has been tragically hard for me…. so kelangan ko ng output….

Hope andy and arvy’s surviving trend micro….

 

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Seeing myself in the future…. The continuation…

January 25, 2006

Leaving the house will always be a hard part for me.. seeing that everytime you go away, my wifey kisses me passionately, saying w/o a word that she will misses eventhough im not at work yet… So i make sure that may pasalubong ako paguwi kasi she missed me…

On my way to work borrowing my wifey’s mazda Rx-8,  I saw a familiar face in the car TV, It was Arvy, promoting his  next  XYZbox game console, a holograming, real-world,  ragnarok game, similar to the Hunter x Hunter’s Greed Island. He’s in a press conferrence for winning his 18th nobel prize. Arvy stands like Morpheus in the matrix in front of the crowd "Silence! here meh! (then the crowd was silent) , I would like to thank the lord for giving my guideance, my family, and friends, specially, Glenn, Andrea, Carla, Rhoda, and rusty (amf un bakit wala ako sa binanggit!) for giving me support… This XYZbox will revolutionize your gaming needs… I am very rich now…. That is all!!  " After that speech, the crowd was wild, throwing flowers, confettis and even panties to arvy, someone even shouting, Arvy marry meeehh ang cute mo, para kang furry stuff toy koh!!!… I laughed my heart out while driving.. almost swerved into another car….  

While parking my baby’s car, i saw my officemate, Andrea escorted by a very tall, and good lookin korean guy whose been courting her(along with 18 more goodlooking korean guys) for a while na… Hatid sundo sa bahay nila with his Jaguar xj9.. "Oi panget! haha! andrea said while closing the car door and thanking the guy na naghatid sa kanya… "cnu yan? si #19? haha, dami mo talaga sponsor sa pagpasok lang sa office, panu pa kaya pagkakain ka na… may sponsor ka parin…? laughin heavily…  " I told him na nga na tigil na sya sa pagsundo sakin eh eh.. but he keeps on dropping buy… well, gas nya naman un + tipid ako pamasahe…, hehe san asawa mo?she said as we go up the enterprise tower" asa bahay naglalaro ng XYZbox…, can you believe it.. nakalimutan ako ni arvy banggitin sa press conference nya.. amf yun!, lat e na ba tayu?"lookin at my watch… "Walang late satin.. mga boss tayu eh pakialam ba nila, president ako, Vice kita "andrea said.   

oo nga… O well….

My office is more of a house…. …. may wall aquairum na may very rare australian giant sea turtles, a cabinet full of chips, a fridge full of drinks… may wide screen TV… gaming consoles sa baba… swimming pool and bar sa rooftop.. tapos may telescope pa… we have a very wide and really soft couch… dozens of bean bag chairs.. sound surround.. syempre… dapat may sarili akong bedroom!! bago ka pumasok sa office.. may dadaanan ko munang crystal fountain…

Our conference room w/ a drink all you can Starbucks and seattle best, May mga staff dun… then may wide screen tv din…

<to be continued>

 

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At Last.. My Voter’s ID!

January 19, 2006

I woke up late today… knowing that ill wont get my Intern Allowance if i dont get my Voters ID

I should have had my voter’s Id monthas ago…hayyy..  

Im still hung up with the trippin’ we did yesterday… Guitar freaks, Tekken, DOTA…

I left the house @ 8am, kasi mga 8:30 pa talaga magbubukas ang munisipio ng las Pinas. To my suprise, shetes daming tao….

So I used my super palusot ninja skills para makasingit.. haha

When i entered the comelec office… and when i say commelec office i meant Bodega/sugalan/pantry office.. 

And when I got in the room, sinita agad ako…

 

" Wag mo tapakan yan! Importanteng documento yan!

 

Amf!

Naisip ko 

then what the hell its that doing on the floor,

 

kaya pala months na bibilangin before ko makuha ung voter’s ID ko!

 

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Plans just in case i win the jakpot Super lotto 6/49…

January 16, 2006

Being broke made me desperate to have money again.. and i was disappointed because i didnt win the jakpot (P107m) well. so did millions of people… so i guess its my destiny to have bigger money.. hehe P117m ung next draw.. its not bad being optimistic.. and im not jinxing my chance to win…

First of all… Charity… As my bestfriend sugested.. ill give a part of my winnings to charity… and sa church na rin cguro.. our church has been under construction for years and now, under construction parin…

Ill buy a new house and lot… and 8 cars

ferari daw kay best/… hahahah

Ill buy a pug para may asawa na c christy(ung puli/shitsu ko na puppy)

Lahat ng puppy ko magkakadamit na…

Laptop for my bro..

Ill buy my own PS3, kasi madamot ung nagpapahiram samin. AMF! Para makapag ensayo narin ako ng Tekken.. coz.. i suck bigtime…

Ill buy a condo unit for myself, Para i dont have to drive from laspinas to ortigas for my OJT.

Humihingi bahay and lupa si Best! hahaha! cge mayaman naman ako!

Wide Screen TV! for my entertainment needs.. 

May nakalimutan ako.. If im owning a condo unit.. wala ako private na swimimng pool, so bili nalang ako ng sarili kong mansion… Bilihinn ko ung bahay nila JR santos sa Ayala alabang. Ganda bahay nila, may swimming pool pa… pero mahal ng association fee…

wag nalang pala..

bili ako vacation house sa Bagiou, tagaytay, and boracay.. palawan na rin…..

Cguro may matitira pa skain atleast half ng winnings ko..

punta ako sa ibat ibang bansa! wohooo!~I I want to go to Kyoto japan and expirience traditional Tea ceremonies… well gusto ko rin play tekken dun…

Magkanu kaya Bahay at lote sa japan?

Then punta rin ako Korea… (bili din ako bahay at lote)

Hanapin ko c  Jeun ji-yun ung crush ko sa my sassy girl.. heheh then punta ako sa iraq! ( oh  yesh) sama ako unicef mamimigay ako goods… sana nde ako ma-bomba.

Wag nalang daw ferrari kay best hahaha… kulang pala pera ko para dun..

EVO 8 nalnag daw sa kanya… 

 Bigyan ko mom ko ng pera para my pangGimmik sya dun sa spain…

Ofcourse, paparetoke ako ng mukha para maging sobrang gwapo…!!

hmph!  hayyy!  

Then kung anu matitira…. Savings na samin ng family ko 

 

 

Future na rin.. nang mapapangasawa ko…..

ng family koh… haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy!!

Libre mangarap!!!

Sana lang PO magkakatotoo.. kasi gagawin ko tlaga mga toh…

waaaahhh…

 

Just came in…

A new house and lot for dandz and arvy sa forbes…

 

 

 

 

 

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Looks like im going to be broke…

January 6, 2006

Since our boss’ boss dont want to sign cheques…

 The Human resources decided that they apply us debit cards….

They told me to submit 2 valid ID,,,But i only have 1 valid ID, my school ID (since this company doesnt have thier own iD..

I have enough money until the next payday….

But if my pay get delayed…

….

hrhr.. i guess ill be lookin for toy guns that look real and rob a bank…

 

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“PRACTICE MAKE”S PERFECT, BUT NOBODY’S PERFECT SO WHY PRACTICE?”

January 4, 2006

 

My quote for 4 years running…

 "PRACTICE MAKE"S PERFECT, BUT NOBODY’S PERFECT SO   WHY PRACTICE?"

 

To tell everybody, frankly… I wanted to be that perfect person my whole life…

not that im a perfectionist pagdatin sa ibang tao, I dont expect much actually, but i expected na perfect ako sa lahat..

perfect friend, perfect kada, perfect kuya.. etc…

And it all started when i was courting someone way back grade school!

Oh yes! haha grade school palang nanliligaw na ako…

I was courting someone really close… katabi ko sya Grade 3 hanngang grade 5…

Not that we decided na magkatabi kami, Nagkataon lang 3 years running….

Katab koi sya, kaharutan… kakompetensya sa lintek sa spelling bubuyog!

At the end ng grade 5… I told her… I like Her!.. then hehe Thank You Daw!… I thought it was a good sign! pero malay ko ba.. first time ko manligaw nun! hahaha

It was in grade six when we were tragically separated… Magkabilang section kme.. but our rooms our only divided by ma movable wooden blinds style divider… So we kind a have a little of falling out kasi i promised her na babalik ako sa section na yun no matter what, nde ko naman nagawa… kahit anung petition ko…. 

We had this field trip..

Magkakasama grade 6 and first year, second year…

She was with her 2 close friends, dun ako sa opposite side nila…

Nagdidiscuss sila about thier perfect guy…

Syempre Daig ko pa si Green two ng Bioman sa pag gammit ng sonic ears para Marinig ang pinaguusapan nila…

she said…

" Ang gusto ko sa guy ung magaling mag guitara "

The moment i heard this.. nag try ako magaral ng guitara… My bro taught me the basics.. ako nalang mag explor…

The only problem is.. these fuckin hands cant stop shaking whenever she’s around (currently.. pasmado pala ako) I cant beat sa national Antheme ng school coz i look like somebody making duck shadows while doing the hawaian hoolo plus the shaking of hands… Turn off..     shit.

A friend of mine made a joke about the hands not stop shaking.. he told me maybe its a good thing…

  • Whenever im cleaning.. im cleaning twice as fast kasi parang automatic brush na raw kamay ko…
  • My teeth will be whiter than anyone else coz of the vibrating action im doing with may tootbrush…
  • Instantly, may trabaho na ako sa hawaii.. as a hoola dancer
  • When Im playing table tennins… ma-iintimidate kalaban ko kasi malilito sya kung ilan beses ko hinampas ung bola…
  • And lastly… Sa pag guiguitara.. I dont have to stram the strings… ill just have to put my hands infron of the srings.. and let my shaky hands do the strumming…

 

Lahat ng perssonality trait na gusto nya pinilit ko maging ganun.. till one day.. All the lame excuses not to be with me got really anoyying.. and decided to stay away… Met someone and go on our separate lives…

 

Then nung pa grad na kme ng HS… On our.. recollection overnight at some nun’s missionary place…

We have this program na parang before mag part ang lahat…. sabihin na ang dapat sabihin.. approuching comebody.. with a lighted candle in the dark… I never expected her coming to me with eyes full of tears. … sobrang apologize sa years na nasayang na friendship… And the last thing she told me was…

Dont Change… be as sweet like you were when you where courting me.. tryin to be perfect sa lahat ng tao.. trying to sacrifice evrything kahit ikaw pa mawalan…

Hehe.. pinaiyak nya ako nun…

Since then try ko na nde ako nagbago….

Trying to be the same person I was…

^^

 

 

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Things to do before i get married!!!

Tranform this face…

to this!…

Major overhaul toh..

balat mata ilong bibig tenga ngitpin kilay buhok..

tapos kelangan ko tumangkap pa mga  1 foot pa!

Then Habang inooperahan aral ako Koreano or japanese.. pede tong dalawa sabay!

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earn 10 milion a month 

 

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la lang… 

 

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NEw year.. same old shitty year…

January 3, 2006

 

 

 

 

Im just havin a bad day….

Hope everyone feels shitty so i wont feel bad coz everybody’s feeling shitty…

And what i mean by shitty isnt "natatae"

It feels like everybody’s full of shit!!

except the people  that matters to me…

 Naiirita ako.. dunno why…….

pero probably inaantok lang me or kulang sa tulog…

Try ko nalang play mamaya…

Tekken or RO..

back to work…..

 

 

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Para sa matindi mag Karaoke

December 12, 2005

Take the Karaoke Quiz!

Click mo kami!! 

 

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